i'm back.

i thought it was time to - my life has calmed down a bit, things have gotten better for now.

doesn't mean i haven't been doing art. that's why i'm back.

i've spent the last month or so at Sinai Hospital as an intern - it's interesting to see what goes on in there, but the truth is most of the things people go into the emergency room for are completely ridiculous.

i have about a week or two left of Sinai days left. to be completely honest, i'd rather quit school and intern there more and start college.

i'm not looking forward to school and the cold, harsh winters. they're exactly the same.

the only thing that will change it is the next spring and summer. it seems that everything that happens in winter comes directly from hell.

hell is colder than we imagine, if there is a heaven and a hell. they're only beliefs - not solid truth. we will only know after we die.

anyway, i've been photographing a lot of abandoned places and made friends with some cops - it's basically impossible to get onto the premises if you don't. i learned a lot of history about the places, which we're both insane asylums. Rosewood Center which is notorious for the abuse done there, and Spring Grove State Hospital, which is the second oldest insane asylum still running in the US, but their older building was abandoned.

but - i have photographs from there and other places, which will be posted.

either than that, my life has been a lot better than it really has ever been - besides from the confusion and lies from this one asshole.

but! i'm gonna go get my shit posted - i owe it to my friend aaron and also meg

-Rae